1. All I want is a break for once. Trying to be more serious in school to graduate a year behind and work long hours to earn some money where I don’t have to ask my parents for money anymore and I am just so stressed and tired. I dont want to do anything but study and do homework because if I don’t stay on top of my work I am sure to just crumble and fuck up this whole semester. 6 classes is really tough and i seriously am shocked at how good my grades are right now. I just want to be able to go out and have fun, but I know I can’t because if I push off assignments I’m just gonna make the same mistake I made my freshman and sophmore year. I just feel like I’m pushing everyone away and avoiding anything that will make me procrastinate and I can’t help it. I am sorry for it, but I just can’t manage to balance everything at the moment. To top this all off I could have lost two of my brothers within 2 weeks and that has really effected me negatively already. All I want to do is go hang out with them and hug them and tell them that even though I am really distant most of the time, I really care and love them and I would be destroyed if they were both gone. My whole life would be empty. 

    I just can’t wait for a break.

    Tagged #personal
  2. College essentials.

  3. -stupid-:

    glow blog

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  4. "Sometimes people try to destroy you, precisely because they recognize your power — not because they don’t see it, but because they see it and they don’t want it to exist."
    — Bell Hooks  (via sadfag)

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  5. My life.

    It’s a never ending cycle of disappointment.

    Tagged #personal

  8. theressomethingaboutasunrise:


    love this song

    this movie and song had me in tears


  10. "aesthete [es-theet]"
    — (noun) An individual who professes to be a lover of all things beautiful in life. An aesthete has a great eye and a developed sensitivity for the finer things in the world. They wildly appreciate art, and are connoisseurs of refinement, style and delicacy: all things lovely in life. They are visual creatures with an ardent desire to make their world beautiful. They love to explore all fields of aesthetics, such as blogging, interior design, art, fashion, painting and many more.  (via lovequotesrus)

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